alright , it seems like f9 blog gonna rot . i'm gonna clean it ! lols. th first time i'm updating this blog. since i've deleted my blog , i forgotten whats th taste of updating blog already uhs. quite contented afterall . as usual we can shout across th class & talk loud loud like nobody's business. as usual we always get scolded by teachers. as usual we can create some entertainment in class too. as usual we always enjoy ourselves with each other uhs. agree with me f9 ?
whatever bullshits. i hope we can be so happy always . & gossipings always. (: today's oral was hell. agree f9? bwahahas.
anyway , i'm updating this as if its my blog? haas. i've got some things to say. dedicated to f9 (:
to priscilla mei - alright , you uhs. i dont get bored with you . & you're always dependent on others. it can be a good thing & a bad thing. but you need to be independent ehs (: what if ? one day i'm gone? we're all gone? **touch wood** haas. & i know you still cnt forget someone. i think everyone knows. if you wanna be like me , wait for him if you really love him alot. if not you'll be th one ending up having hurt. you say you see till him very sian? how come? its soooo weird when i heard that. if you say when you see him & her together , you feel pain in your heart. i can understand. cause i know that feeling & i have that feeling. i never had that SIAN feeling. maybe you feel pain , but you use SIAN to cover up th pain? tell jie how you feel , i'm experienced de okays ! LOLS! & you're th one always make me worry most. but one good thing is , you're very cheerful. so i'm glad. (((: but no matter what , dont keep things inside your heart . last time you used to be like that. but now i saw abit changes (: pour all miserables & sadness out to me or f9 . you know we'll always be there for you ehhs (: jiayous uhs .
to sophia qing ai de - bwahahas. you're always th one who talks alot uhs. crapping. getting more & more prettier le ehs. & even you dont slim down , its still perfect. but anyway , i think you're still not satisfied with your own body uhs? (: jiayous bahs . you know, whatever you choose to do , f9 supports you. although we seems like keep asking you question , & doubt on you. we still stands right beside you. whenever you falls , we'll be at th back holding you. ((: & i hope you & him still doing fine. just like last time & now i know you wanna focus on your studies & your weight. so just jiayou & FOCUS (:
to vanessa tan ; gumgum - aiya , you this gumgum . getting more LAME le. inherit from me ehs. wahhaas. i quit my job & you carry on uhs. haas. we're getting used to your lameness already . agree f9? haas. what i say to pris , its same applys to you. i did told you that before. but just wanna remind you again. i think you & i are th same. love him damn lots right? he got stead right? very saddening right? heartbreaking right? BUT . you see him happy , dont you feel happy too? i live just to see jack's smile. maybe i'm just dumb but indeed i'm. IF you really love him . wait for him . (: but i hope what i say today wont affect you. cause you may end up getting th most hurt uhs. my words you take as advice , dont listen to it (: && i really hope our dreams will come true ! you know whats th dream uhs? ((: let nature take its course uhs ! jiayousssss.
to kuien ; idoit - stupid & idoit always uhs ! idoit ah idoit , you're th one giving yourself hope you know? you think yourself now , you told me you wont gave yourself too much hope. but no matter what he do to you , you ownself jump up into th air & was like so happy uhs. but i see you sooooooooooo happy , i'm happy for you too (: but think , are you creating some misunderstanding for yourself? maybe yes maybe not? you decide yourself (: remember th letter i wrote to you? i left some choices for you to choose. what you choose ? think properly (: it affects your life . but no matter what stupid always support idoit's decision. never regret , cause i hate that feeling of regret. i had that feel before & its totally sucks. idoit ahs , i dont bear to see you sad . i see you cry before & i dont wish to see it again. i dont wish to see all f9 cry because of a guy . although girls tend to be th one crying all along. if you're feeling breakdown or sad , find th one you feel most comfortable with & talk to them. cry out loud (: it really comfort alot. i hope you live happily :D
to jennifer laogong- LAOGONG , you're th one i envy alot uhs ! first time i so envy someone i think all f9 envy you ahs? f9 agree? haas. xin fu xiao nu ren. nothing much to console you , cause you're already so xin fu already uhs. maybe your hubby maybe having some difficulties now , but cheer up uhs ! things are mend to be solve & not mend to be left unsolved (: 1 year anniversary coming up ahs? CONGRATULATIONS ! haas. jiayous jiayous. i have faith in you :D & never feel that you're left alone , cause your laopo always here for you :D muachhhhhhhhhhs .
to liting - you're th last to recieve advice from me uhs ! haas. my hand getting tired ! LOLS. anyway , i dont know about your relationship thingy. & i think you ain't troubled by that. th only thing is that your mum . i dont wish to remind you of anything. as a friend of yours , indeed close friend of yours , i should console you . face th problem . i dont have that feeling before , so i can't really console much. but think another way , your mum could hoped that you're safe & sound here. & she's safe up there. dont let her worry (: let her rest in peace. i dont mean any offence. sorry if i hurt you. (: anyway . " think out of th box" (: haas. your mum's love is irreplacible. but we can give you some of th love too. although its not family love . at least you've got our F9 LOVE (: no matter what , cry if you feel like to. & you're always wanted by us . dont feel left behind (: && ahs , dont so noisy in class lahs. talk so loud ! LOLS!. study hard ahs ! LOVES (:
th rest of th f9 dont have blog , so no point writing messages to them since they can't see. its not that i'm BOXIM alright ! :D & i'm tired of writing. strive hard to what you want as that will only enlighten up your life.
there's something i wanna put here. i found it meaningful (: take a look alright . byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
A--AcceptAccept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions.
B--Break AwayBreak away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life.
C--CreateCreate a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with.
D--DecideDecide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way.
E--ExploreExplore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself.
F--ForgiveForgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes.
G--GrowLeave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.
H--HopeHope for the best and never forget that anything is possible as long as you remain dedicated to the task.
I--IgnoreIgnore the negative voice inside your head. Focus instead on your goals and remember your accomplishments. Your past success is only a small inkling of what the future holds.
J--JourneyJourney to new worlds, new possibilities, by remaining open-minded. Try to learn something new every day, and you'll grow.
K--KnowKnow that no matter how bad things seem, they'll always get better. The warmth of spring always follows the harshest winter.
L--LoveLet love fill your heart instead of hate. When hate is in your heart, there's room for nothing else, but when love is in your heart, there's room for endless happiness.
M--ManageManage your time and your expenses wisely, and you'll suffer less stress and worry. Then you'll be able to focus on the important things in life.
N--NoticeNever ignore the poor, infirm, helpless, weak, or suffering. Offer your assistance when possible, and always your kindness and understanding.
O--OpenOpen your eyes and take in all the beauty around you. Even during the worst of times, there's still much to be thankful for.
P--PlayNever forget to have fun along the way. Success means nothing without happiness.
Q--QuestionAsk many questions, because you're here to learn.
R--RelaxRefuse to let worry and stress rule your life, and remember that things always have a way of working out in the end.
S--ShareShare your talent, skills, knowledge, and time with others. Everything that you invest in others will return to you many times over.
T--TryEven when your dreams seem impossible to reach, try anyway. You'll be amazed by what you can accomplish.
U--UseUse your gifts to your best ability. Talent that's wasted has no value. Talent that's used will bring unexpected rewards.
V--ValueValue the friends and family members who've supported and encouraged you, and be there for them as well.
W--WorkWork hard every day to be the best person you can be, but never feel guilty if you fall short of your goals. Every sunrise offers a second chance.
X--X-RayLook deep inside the hearts of those around you and you'll see the goodness and beauty within.
Y--YieldYield to commitment. If you stay on track and remain dedicated, you'll find success at the end of the road.
Z--ZoomZoom to a happy place when bad memories or sorrow rears its ugly head. Let nothing interfere with your goals. Instead, focus on your abilities, your dreams, and a brighter tomorrow.
